Short, Fast and Loud.

2007-05-11T20:26:00.000-07:00

hiatus, moved to xanga
http://xanga.com/OrangeStocking
i know i keep moving. too bad.
blogger's getting boring:/

2007-05-08T01:42:00.000-07:00

HELLO AMA!
there is only one exam left! :D

the words are suppose to be big big
but blogger has something wrong now

2007-05-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

i made new friends, who i hope can trust.
havent been blogging much, urgh. exams sucks the hellalot. many things just flowing into my mind. adkfjsdhfjaksf. went to check out some websites for clothes, not on the verge of finishing cause nice clothes just seem to come and come and its neverending. dont you just agree? i dont think i make sense nowadays especially in this post cause i'm barely near finishing mugging history. it's funn but just give me that as the ONLY subject to study and i'll promise you that i'll pass with good results.
it's just scary, after friday exams are in. i'm worried for lit, the worst subject of my life. you know it's shocking. but i kinda like cheena now. urgh, what;s wrong with me?! cant wait for wed and and thurs! CATHOLIC GIRLS ONLY BARBEQUE! loveyeee.
history is calling for me.

2007-04-27T01:44:00.000-07:00

happy kid, it's definite i'm going to bangkok.
<3

2007-04-27T01:13:00.000-07:00

26/4HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAREMARIE&&JACQUE!
27/4HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!
okay, though i know that today is 27/4 but still i'm going to blog about 26/4 cause i havent slept a single shit yet. and it's all because of lit. if only we had ep, instead of the darn unseen poem, i wouldnt have wasted my precious beauty sleep. urgh. i'm suppose to be doing lit now, but it's just such a bore. i've suddenly got the urge to take lit next year. but i'll just need you to give me 242958255hrs to finish the paper, and it'll be better if we could type it out on the computer than on paper without the liquidpaper:/ oh liquid paper, oh liquid paper. how i am, without you? nothing?
i'm the owner of the gambling table, cause i'm always not at school early. so the gambler*ahem* always place on my table. so do they on gen;s! i received flowers today. i love them so much, thank michelle janthi for them. reason why she bought me flowers?: cause she went/ saw the florist. you should have given all the kaching to me mans. woah, then i'll be rich rich:)))))) PROPAGANDA, that was what we were learning for history today! and i kept thinking of rahchalle's ex-nick. aiyo, soo distracting. TSK, RAHCHALLE. and you're not replying me cause you';re away. and nad says that you have not been replying since 7. i guess you fell alseep:O
boring subjects. boring subject. boring subjects. that includes cheena and lit.
SYF DANCERS GOT A SILVER. hey jloong, angie, sam, and the rest syfers. dont be upset about it okay?! you know you tried your best and you had fun! <3
you know to think about, i could have finish (a) now. aye. wasted my time. but since i've blogged. i shall continue, since i dont wish to sleep. maybe i'll just fall asleep during oral comm tomorrow. it's just such a waste of time. i rather pe:)
anyway, went for theone<3 [+2vips, angie&&sam] meeting+study+carelessshits+bruises(that;s for me) + library books. just everything. loved it plenty. in the end they left at 5. we left at 6 plus. went to kfc. trauma mans, i was just bout to do the booby thingy, jessica talking bout how jloong's gonna spill the drink. AHHHHHH, and she did. so gross luh. everything was full of mountain dew, then when we walked, it had the tiak tiak sound. it's quite funny. oh, jloong doesnt know how to use the dumb hairdryer to blow dry her pinafore. TSK, anyway. reached tp, and realised i dont have any money is my ezlink, and coins were short of 10fregging cents. urgh. but in the end, cherise saved my life, thankyou you.

you guys just seem to have many problems,
so does everyone else.
it;s just kinda demoralizing reading your blog and feel all emo.
i hope that i can help you,though we;re not close,
but once was.

2007-04-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

my mommy's the meanest poke in the world.
i tell you, she;s so mean. now we are either going to everywhere in the world. if it's not bangkok, then australia, then china, then blah blah. and if they (mommy+daddy) decides to go to australia, they will consider bringing me along. TSK. so mean right! my daddy's like getting so excited bout the trip. even worse then me. and he keeps popping out random questions why we are not going to australia. bleah.
i'm online cause i was suppose to help rachael with the oral comm thingy, but in the end, THE END.
ps: mommy went to sew back the stupid button of the red translucent blouse again, stupid dejavu. sighs.
seems like i'm a happy kid at night. and you know what, WHAT?! I HATE PERIODS.

2007-04-22T06:31:00.000-07:00

whoooo, i stayed home the whole day to study. so good right?! i know too. woah, my daddy;s spectacles are sooo expensive. tsk. i might not be going to thailand now:/ sad. my table;s full of junk and i need to clear them. eeyer.

2007-04-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

JESSICALEEE, CONGRATS.
WOAH, YOU CAN JUMP OVER ME NOW.
THAT'S A BIG THING.
NATIONAL AGE-GROUP RECORD HOLDER EH?!
ilovethetrackers.<3
woah, you see. appear in my caps again. TSK. anyway, i'm so happy i went down to cheer for you. the tension was so scary and according to jessicalee, the jumpers were laughing at me for screaming YEAH!. what;s wrong with that?! i was so angry with aunty margaret and mr loh for saying that i'm so SHORT. fineeeee. i know i am, but still, i'm not 145 right?! at least. TSK, still say i cant grow somemore. hrmph.
i've got tanner. my face turned pinky. hahah, at least mine;s not like shijin;s lizard face. ewwwww. so maybe if you want to tan, yet you dont wish to go to sentosa, then go to bukit gombak:D it's foc somemore. woah. anyway you just have to fregging pay for the mrt ride. and please check that you tap the correct card, not like me. urgh. i think long mrt rides are coool. and they're very good for you to study in.
went home, got a scolding for coming home late:( but anyway rushed for cat class. when i wanted to call jocelyn, the effing phone just had to be out of battery. rushed to class and realised not many people were there yet. andrea&&theresa inclusive. was complaining to jloong bout my bad day, then aunty daphne ask me to talk in english for 1min in front of the whole class. and guess what, i can talk rubbish too! so good right?! :)))) but in the end it was a failure. and i cant believe the guy who i knew since young, wore clothes that made in look so gayy please. shiver shiver. went for mass with theresa, andrea&&jloong. i tell you, dont put theresa and andrea together during mass, so noisy i tell you. keep asking them to sheessh. still make so much noise. and jloong was at the side, looking and admiring the drummer's skill. hahahahah. so hilarious. i kept laughing at andrea/ theresa's jeans. MUAHAHAHA, like some lorry worker i tell you.
red translucent blouse + black skirt = deja vu.

2007-04-20T19:43:00.000-07:00

today is friday, i went high in chinese. it was fun fun. everyone was, surprisingly. cool heh? laoshi called as crazy luh. hrmph, luckily zhang wasnt there if not we'll be like falling asleep or something, lalala. i'm doing oral comm, yes rachael, i agree that it bores you man. i'm not eating dinner today to lose wait. that;s the thingy thing i learnt during science today. after school went to study with jessicalee at mos.

2007-04-16T23:16:00.000-07:00

i am a millionaire, everybody.
because i get one dollar for everytime ama changes her url.
HAHA, GET THE JOKE?!
okay.
ama just pangseh-ed me and went to sleep.
ama you tootbrain.
oh you know. ama went to make this xanga account. and then she kept it for like one day, and then it died alrdy.
talk about short lifespan man.

OH, ama. i hope you dont mind. but im going to say happy birthday to nadia here. cause like. im lazy to go back to my blog.
so yeah.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA HONEY! :D
we love you okay. even though youre super annoying and youre a super duper naughty girl and your mommy wants to spank you.
:D
im kidding, im kidding.
oh well.
crawl out of your diapers nadia!
HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
(whats left of it la.)

2007-04-16T22:02:00.000-07:00

flying high into the moon palace(:
i'm happy today, but mostly at night. cause cause I'M JUST HAPPY. hahaha, everybody rock your sexy body.

2007-04-16T16:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA♥
MONDAY ARE THE SLACKEST DAY FOR NUTS!<33
SO ARE THURSDAYS.

2007-04-15T11:20:00.000-07:00

stone at home.
that;s what sundays usually are when you go for mass on saturdays.
study, that;s what every parent wants us to do. urgh.
it looks like it's gonna rain soon, sucks plenty.
no more going to the optician and get a hair cut. what happened to the weather?
weird, that;s how i;m feeling now, and typing so weirdly too. this aint my style of typing.
hope it doesnt rain at gombak again, if not that;s gonna so totally suck.
GOOD LUCK JAMIE<3

2007-04-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

congrats jessica, the pro woman.
ooo, happy birthday dewi&&jiehui.
yyay! she got 2nd for longjump. hahah, anyway, well done to all the rest of the competitors. you guy rock plenty and i love yerall.
hmmm, ooo.today was fun fun. woke up early for nuts on a sat morning to go for 2.4 which suck plenty cause i didnt run under 13, jocelyn says we;re not use to the track, but at least i got an a. means i get 5points for pft. hiphiphooray for me. anyway, went to eat breakfast-cum-lunch with samshum, cherylwoon, cherylgoh, rachael, rachelle, lizzi and nad to j8. was playing bombbomb game at the busstop and in the bus. went around for a few hours, i bought a new shirt. (: it's from fox, and i like the colour plenty. <3
cat class was fun too, after all the nonsense scolding from that guygguy which i just found out he;smarried with kids. urgh, we played EASTER BINGO. ooo, all the m&ns you get if you have at least three-in-a-row. then we got BOOOST, super nice. i got many boost. thankyou you desiree&&joshua for the boost that you gave me(: ate at home cause it was raining heavily.

2007-04-13T04:29:00.000-07:00

hahaha, i'm bloggging again.
the answer was that my mommy went to california fitness today, thats why. she carried the adidas bag. see, i'm soo smart. i feel bad again. i didnt get to cut my hair cause there were too many people at the hair salon. i feel bad cause i poned training for that. been trying to revise math and stufff. ooo,i kinda just remembered that there was 2.4 tomorrow.hope i can hit under 13. pleaseplease. aiyer,no more sleep ins. :((((((

there;s nats jr for trackers. good luck ij trackers.hmmm, there;s 400m, longjump, 100m hurdles, triple jump, and the guy's javelin. so means, GOOD LUCK GEN, MICH, ELIZABETH, JAMIE, JACCHUA, JESSICA, JACLEE, ZOE, SIMPEIshark, TYANNE, DORALYN, CLIFFORD. though i cant go down, cause my mommy doesnt allow, i'll support you at home!!!!!!!!!. ILOVEYERALL.

nats 06<3

2007-04-13T01:38:00.000-07:00

ij fiesta today, it was kinda okay, not really that fun. i wasnt really that enthu bout it. i got my sexy rose tattoo on my neck again. whoopee! eh, this smiley reminds me of tjl, whenever she talks to mrs lee, her facial expression would be like this. and when she looks at us it will be this. such a toooot. mrs matthews said prayer this morning, funny funny. was partnering gen, hahaha. she and her nonsense word, stimountaneous( how mrs matthews pronounced it), i think. then she sstarted her long story bout the minister of state visiting our school and blah, and her cheeem guy, i forgot his name. urgh. then it was party time. went to help out at the track store, went for superstar ( congrats cat, you sang well. and lizzi&&rachelle ,i love yerall plenty.) after that gayle nerva came and sing, i liked her version of somewhere over the rainbow. it was nice. then we went home, in the rain.

waiting for mommy to come home from wherever she is, i've got no idea, but i want to cut my hair now! do you know where she went? cause i aint know and she didnt carry any of her handbags. quick find her, and i'll reward you well.

2007-04-12T01:38:00.000-07:00

school's been weird. it's just that i really dont know who to trust and someone i can confide in. i mean, the best is someone not from the same school, but the person know the one i'm bitching about. gossips and bitching, i think they bring trouble. i hope that i can just really change the way i look at her, and just be blind when she's bitchy.

the whole day, i was just simply waiting for ep to come, funfun. all the easy&&ben nonsense. and epecially those talking bubbles. omg, saw hot guy man, i just feel like stealing it luh, hope i get it. i'm just going to make my room like it. urgh, why must this happen? can;t money just fly to me baby?! urgh, i have to stop being materialistic

2007-04-01T08:13:00.000-07:00

HELLOO AMAAAAAAA
:D
oooh, im posting on ama's blog!
i feel so.. so..
I DONT FEEL ANYTHING!
HAAAHAHAHAHAHHA.
whatever rachael.
okay.
you know ama's password is like SO STUPID.
cause like, its probably the first thing you will guess.
SO DUMB I TELL YOU!
anyway, thats not the point.
THE POINT IS.
I AM POSTING ON AMA'S BLOG!
okay.
i love you ama, thank you for giving me the non-honour.
:D
and i still want my mango pudding!
oh and ama, i forbid you to be emo!
YOU HEAR ME!
no emo! cannot go, ohhhh, this sucks, that sucks, everything suuuckkkkks.
CANNOT! you must be ANGRY! and then you must PUNCH YOUR ANGER AWAY!
i sound like some gay counsellor. but counsellors dont tell you to be angry.
anyway.
NO EMO!
YOU HEAR ME!
yes you dooooooooo.

LOVE RACHAEL.
yes, i know you do!
and you know i am SO nice! i havent even blog for myself today you know woman! and then i come and blog for you!
BOW TO ME!
:D

2007-04-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

HEYHEY JAMIE, BECAREFUL OF THE PICTURE. HAAHA.

ALALA, I'VE GOT MANY THINGS TO SAY APPARENTLY BUT I THINK IT'S JUST NOT COMING OUT NOW?! I DONT KNOW. CLUELESS, MORE OF IT. URGH.

THAANK YOOU YOU, JESSICAAAAAA LEEEE.HAHAHAH.

YAY! JO GOT INTO THE 3RD ROUND. I LOVE HER PLENTY TOO.

maybe words just cant explain 'em? thanks chewy for this nice picture that explained all my feelings. cheer up yeah, you? i love you.

2007-03-31T07:28:00.000-07:00

TO MY DEAR DEAR JUNIOR ;

hello amandagoh! i havent invaded your blog for
super long! haha. my ulcer is hurting now ): but be
honoured i'm still writing a post for you! haha.
aye dont bother so much abt what mr loh say okay!
sometimes he is just pmsing.so dont bother yes?
if he even bullies you, we'll punch him to another
country yes?haha :D cheer up dear! <33

2007-03-29T08:49:00.001-07:00

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((

2007-03-27T06:35:00.000-07:00

shuttup you blardy bitch, you just took every fucking thing away, and i'm fucking pissed. urgh, just dont talk to me now. i'm just in some kind of fucking shit that i think everyone hates me. so yeah.

2007-03-27T05:38:00.000-07:00

all these lives; chris daughtry
i love today plenty; superman, thanks for yer help(: everything just went the way it was.

maybe no homeroom is fun too, need not find nice seats.ahah:) had the talking thing with genia; ahaha, she;s too curious to know why&&how i know him. that crazy lil' purple laosai of mine. cheena was super lethargic, with the weather being hothot, and jloong and i were itchy at the same places. ahahha, darn funny. jloong, you havent striped yet, hahaha. went for lunch with gen, nad, cheryl. ahhaa, funfun. gossips, nonsense&& FLIES.STUPID CHERYLANNEGOH. came home and my mommy packed my room,it was super neat. and so i was in a bad mood, ewwwwww cause i hate neat rooms, dont you just agree that they dont make you feel comfortable in your room? but i decided to be nice lil' girl and be nice to my momo.

art sucks big time, oh well

boomboom, i better do art now:(

2007-03-26T09:24:00.000-07:00

unbreak my heart; il divo
sph, during the weekends. hey loves, though we didnt get any medals from sph, at least we tried our best. though we were disqualified, you know that each of us enjoyed our experience there. the smeely toilets, scandals, bens&jerry, mrt rides, cam-whores, just everything. iloveyouplenty.<333

i'll be there for you,
even when the sky is dark,
i'll always be.

2007-03-26T08:17:00.000-07:00

Currently listening to:
To where you are
by Josh Groban

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dreams
And isn't faith believing
All powers can't be seen
As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday
Cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above
And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are
I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are.

everything just seemed so so screwed up;
friendships, school, family, competitions, results; stress; kaching; etc etc.
it's just everything everything in the whole fucking world.
would anyone just save this lil' hearts of ours?

superman, where are you? we need you, seriously and alot.

you said would help us? but we cant find you.
please return.

i just wish to go to a place of freedom, laughter&& happiness. it just doesnt seem to happen? why?why? can someone just explain?

2007-03-23T19:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO AMA LALALALA
I LOVE YOU!

good luck for the SPH thingy!

2007-03-23T17:14:00.000-07:00

hahaha, i changed my skin to white now. cause that stupid ahlian keep saying it's so pinky, so ahliany. haha. sph is here. i kinda feel much better than when it was cross country. i think it's because of sports day and stuff. ahhaa./ this first week of school was fucking shit please., but i think i grew kinda stronger. i shall talk about my first week:
monday
we had retreat in school the whole day, and i grew spiritually stronger. :) it was not as fun as last years one cause it was in the hall, and cause it's soo spacious and stuff. ahahaha, had our geog results back, fucking shit i tell you, i was being allemo because of it. i was afraid,scared at those very moments. talked to mr loh about it, i think he kinda cheered me up a little:)
tuesday
being all emo again, sometimes i really want to just die. everything'sjust gonna be uber uber screwed.no more homeroom system :( that's the wholepoint that make school a little fun, cause we get to skip a little of lesson:)hahaha. school went alright. had 'training' with the blue house relay members, steph;fatin;laura. it went alright, just a little worry that laura cant pass me the baton. :l
wednesday
last day of school for the week. hahaha.:))))))) but i got my report book and shit stuff so :(((((((((( had training, watched the cheerleading stuff, track girls did some cheerleading and and we went home. :)))))))
thursday
sports day! CONGRATS STEPH. it was fun alright. got 3 medals. 1 silver for 200m and 2golds for 4by1 relays. ahhaa.:))))))) went out with the trackers and stuff.
friday.
elearning sucks like hell, you have to stay at home and stone shit. urgh. darn boring. was on the computer for 13hours. ahaha, nadia says that my eyes have become square, :)))) l=l l=l

message:
i would like to thank all my friends out there, for cheering me up and being out there for me. i love you plenty.<333

2007-03-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

i got new panty;hahaha.

all track cheerleaders have!

i love my new skin. it's super pink in colour. everybody love it, especially cause it's strawberry shortcake. super super super super cute eh? i'll talk about my stuffies tomorrow. my whole oh-so-not-nice week. urgh. hahaha. okay my brother loves his birthday&&christmas present frome, it's a star wars monopoly. ahhaha. yay!,. I'M GOING TO BUY THE STAR WARS RISK FOR HIM.

2007-03-17T05:37:00.000-07:00

ama, why do you look so sad in the pic?
smilee! i know you're tired. BUT you ran well :D
i found the pic on some website! so cool right! (: haha.

2007-03-17T05:27:00.000-07:00

hello ama :D see! haha.
cheer up alrights (: yuppp.
its nice to always see you smilee!
haha.takecare (: we'll talk nonsense
on monday again! :D :D i cant wait!
hahahaha!

2007-03-16T19:03:00.001-07:00

90position!head ache! happiness! leg ache!
screwed life. i hate short holidays.
reflection of the week: i think this week was more of a bonding week for the trackers. sunday, we had cip, vivocity, kovan, st pats parade. monday, normal training. wednesday, music&&lyrics♥, training. friday, cross-country, swensons. we did alot of bonding and i got to know the trackers much more too. hahaha, i'm too lazy to do my homework and i just wished that we'll have a super nice holiday soon:)

yesterday, had butterflies in my stomach all the way, but all thanks to the trackers and everybody's well wishes; especially jamie&&steph for the balloon.<3JO IS AUDITIONING TODAY, SO IF YOU ARE GOING TO TOA PAYOH, CHEER FOR JO. then we went to meet the rest at the turf city stop. went there, are started to panick again, and all of us were envying the nonsense people who were not running for cross. unfairness. then the race was about to start, i ran. i told myself not to give up and start walking cause not matter what i shouldnt walk, perserverance. i must, the competitors started very quickly. and for me, cause i've never ran cross and so i didnt know the route for the race. but oh wells. i manage run till the end, and i'm happy about it:DDDDDD i'm tired. hahha.
played some games and stuff at turf city and we were shouting for random people.hahha, then we went back to tp interchange, cause mr loh was treating us and plus some secret thingthing. cool act, trackers(with the menus closed)hahaha. hahah. so stupid, at coffee bean i saw ben and his anonymous friends, hahaha. ISKANDAR AND ANONYMOUS. HAHAH.
I WANT TO PUNCH THEIR FACE MAN, CALL ME SOO MANY TIMES AND THEY WENT TO RECORD MY VOICE., KILL THEM LARH. HAHAAH. went to swensons, had a big headache, but the nice jamielewyanling&&amandagohsimpei(the two big bimbos) gave me panadol.hahaha. i had to cut it into eighths before i could even swallowed them. i hate panadols. hahha, was supposed to go towning but in the end i went home with jessica:DDDD
well done and good run, c&b girls.<3
ps: to jamie, hahaha. surprisingly i wasnt high. haha, sing to you the song another.:D
we're always looking, but we're never moving our feet,that's where the problem repeats itself and that's when she found someone else. and now the party';s starting and there's no one to retreive what she has taken from me, that girl and i just wanna fool myself.

2007-03-16T19:03:00.000-07:00

2007-03-16T18:23:00.000-07:00

boo! hello ama! haha. i'm super proud of youu!
see i'm so nice okay! i always praise you!
so you should be honoured! haha. you didnt sing
me the whole song yesterday! haha. cause i think
you were super tired! you ran well okay! aye, at least
you completed the race! hahaha. and did not let mr loh
down! sph is next week! you guys must really really train
hard okay! there's only two more trainings left! yeahh!
and sph relays are FUN! :D really! haha. hope you liked the
balloon that steph and i bought for you yesterday! haha.
please takecare of yourself alrights! if ur sick, must take medicine!
than you'll get well faster! haha. see you on monday! :D :D

ama ♥ jamie a lot a lot! she's my one and only :D :D

2007-03-15T17:51:00.000-07:00

i know jamielewyangling ♥s me many.
cause i'm smart that;s why i could do the thingthing. hahaha. say DEPRESSED.
D.E.P.R.E.S.S.E.D. DEPRESSED.
:???????????????

2007-03-15T17:47:00.000-07:00

amandagohmeichan ♥ jamie!
okay okay.enough of my nonsense! hey girl!
dont be scared for today's race! its only a swift
competition! and its your first competition of the
year! so no matter what the outcome is, its okay!
dont be depressed or sad just cause of this whole
cross country thingy yeah? its so unlike ama!
please be high again! haha. and i'm sure you will,
AFTER the race! oh wells. we'll be cheering our lungs
out just for you! so you should be honoured okay!
i'll get something for you before your race later :D
i'll pass it to you at turf city! haha. smile dear! dont be
sad anymore yeah! haha. here's a pic when we were high!

way back into love ;

2007-03-15T05:57:00.000-07:00

hahahaha. hello everyone.

jamielewyanling ♥ amandagohmeichan.

hahahaha. i shall type out our post talk.
starting from the newest,so you have to scroll down.

i'm the small person,. see i humble myself. let's do oral conversation. hahaha.in this picture at the top you can see the direction of which ama kicks jamie lew yeah. it's super powerful, but in the picture below, you can see that it is raining cause the world is super upset that ama is being punched at, hahaha. and the big person is mr loh, hahahah. he punch is not that powerful as that of ama's kick.dingdong the bell is ringing. nobody's talking to me cause i'm too high and i'm talking nonsense.
xoxoxo ; it ends tonight.

7:54 PM
arent you always high!!!?!? haha.excuse me!you're supposed to be proud of me okay!cause who ask you didnt wanna tell me what it was,so i had to go find it myself! ALL ON MY OWN!haha! so you SHOULD be proud of me! hahaha.cannot, after you kick me i fly to other places how!then i cant run already! and then loh will punch youand then maybe you'll fly somewhere else too! and thenyou'll meet me! hahaha! so cool right!
xoxoxo ; it ends tonight.

7:50 PM
i'm high in the sky!ewww. i kick you arh. not slap you. hahaha. i'm high high, not because i'm want to be tall,. but it's good to be short too. hahahahaa. lalalal. you cheated in finding my blog. tsktsk. and i'm sooo not proud of you. no intergrity. ahahahah
xoxoxo ; it ends tonight.

7:13 PM
haha.fine ama fine.you're the smartest then!hahaha.so can you predict what i will say next? hmm :Dtomorrow tomorrow!i cant wait to hear you sing thatsong to mee! haha! ama likes to praise HERSELF!hahaha.and she THINKS she's super tall! but stillnot as tall as jamie :D :D haha.damn.i think she's going toslap me again! :/ hahahaha.sorry ama! i cant help it!its fun! ahaha. and jac and her ahem ahem whom we made up!whoops.hope she doesnt see this!haha.oh wells.i shall end here.but before that ama has something to say...I ♥ JAMIE! SHE'S MY ONE AND ONLY! :D
xoxoxo ; it ends tonight.

7:09 PM
i'm like talking to you through your post. hahha.aiyo,like that also dont know.tsktsk.,hahah,and jamie goes: sorry larh.i knew that was coming. see, i'm smart.♥ highlight it red. hahhaha so it becomes ♥
xoxoxo ; it ends tonight.

7:07 PM
haha.yay! i just changed it but how come yours is RED?!?!NOT FAIR )):
xoxoxo ; it ends tonight.

7:01 PM
hahah. jamie! IT;S ♥ not &heart;. it's with the S. whose s, yours.ahaha., see larh.you made me high again. you ponsense., what nice?! you are so bad larh. say i want to be called high, to be tall. tsktsk jamie, how could you?!piakpiak, i just slapped you.i'm from the karate club.heeya!
xoxoxo ; it ends tonight.

6:53 PM
hellooo ama ;you can do it for tomorrow's cross country la.cause once you see me, you'll be FULL of energy :Dhaha.we'll all be cheering our lungs out for you guys!so you should be hnoured! and yes yes! i cant wait to hearyou sing me the song WAY BACK INTO LOVE ((:we're all addicted to it!surprisingly even jac chua found the song nice! its so cool!hahaha.hang in there tomorrow alrights!all the way babe! haha.i shall be nice tomorrow, so youbetter run well yeah!i ♥ you !
xoxoxo ; it ends tonight.

6:23 PM
hahahaha. hello hello hello everyone.great and wonderful ama here.hahaha. i'm bored, that;s why i'm helping jamie lew yan ling blog.

state: i'm currently in the high mood, so i'm going to type alot of rubbish, ego,i dont know, just everything. but it wont be as much as me talking on the phone when i'm partially sleeping. hahaha. AND I'M EATING CHICKEN BISCUIT.

jamielewyanling says: i ♥ ama the tall and non-bimbotic junior unlike the bigger one, as in older one. AMAGOH. hahah. that one is the most bimbotic and shortest senior. PS:SO IF YOU SEE AMANDAGOHSIMPEI ONLINE, TELL HER TO VIEW JAMIE;S BLOG.

stop your nonsense.yesterday, jamie couldnt use the computer cause her mommy was using, anyway we went to watch music&&lyrics. it;s super duper nice. and you'll get addicted to the song like what i am now. hahaha. i'm singing it to jamie tomorrow,after i finish running cross-country. i think i;m going to die. i've never ran long-d and i dont even know the route.

wah! and jamie and her b-div relay members ran soooo fast. 26.6, everybody go wow!!!

the most surprising thing is that,jamie slept super early yesterday, even earlier than i do. she said she took medicine and stuff cause she was sick. so if you see her, you better be a good friend and ask her if she's okay. ALRIGHT?!

donations: if you see the nice purple shirt from junk food, please buy it for ama, small size please. cause i know you are nice,so you shall buy it, and i will love you forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever.way back into love.
xoxoxo ; it ends tonight.

2007-03-15T04:27:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAH./ OKAY. I'M SUPER HIGH YOU SEE.

LALALALA. PLAYED SIMS TODAY. WHOOOHOOO. SIMS. WHOOOHOOO, MEANS HAVE SEX. HAHHA, I TELL YOU THE GUY HE SUCH A FLIRT LARH.N HE WANTS TO WHOOHOOO WITH FOUR WOMEN AND TWO OF THEM ARE SISTERS AND ONE OF THEM IS MARRIED. TSKTSK. HAHAHA

ANYWAY I MET JESSICA AND SHIJIN. AHHAHA. SOO FUNN. STUPID SHIJIN CAME SOO LAATE. AND THE SUBWAY AT CINE, SUPER RUDE I TELL YOU THE PEOPLE WORKING THERE. I WAS ON THE PHONE AND THE PERSON WAS LIKE HELLO?! GO TO HELL PLEASE. HAHAHAHA. AND THEN SHIJIN CAME. SHE WENT TO ORDER HER FOOD, AND PERSON WAS LIKE I'M HERE, NOT THERE. LIKE I CARE PLEASE.

HAHAH. AND THE GUY THERE ASKED US TO LOWER OUR VOICES CAUSE THEY COULDNT HEAR THE ORDERS. AYE. HAHAH. SO WE LEFT. WENT TO HEEREN, WE WERE LAUGHING AND LAUGHING. HAHAHA. SUPER HIGH LARH. AND WE WERE TALKING BOUT AH LIANS AND EVERYTHING. JUST CRAZY. AHAHA. STUPID SHIJIN AND HER SUBWAY THING. CAUSE SHE WENT TO GET DRINK, SO WE WENT TO PUT OUR COVERS AND WRAPPED THEM LIKE THE BREAD. AND SHE DIDNT KNOW. HAHAHA. SHIJIN. HAHAHA. SCALY BARNEY LIZARD DINOSAUR. TOTAL MATCH FOR ______. AHAHA, DONT YOU AGREE JESSICALEEE. HAHAHA. WE WENT INTO THE SHOP AT FAR EAST AND WE STAYED THERE FOR HALF AND HOUR. BUT IN THE END WE DIDNT BUY ANYTHING. HAHA. JESSICA. I MIGHT BE BUYING THE T-SHIRT THAT I TRIED. HAHAHA. WENT OUT. TOOK NEOPRINTS., HAHAHA. SO DUMB LARH. WE PURPOSELY DECORATED IT UNTIL IT WAS LIKE BAD, LIKE AHLIAN ONES. AHHAHA.

JESSICALEEE,- EMO AHLIAN

CHIASHIJIN,- TRUE PINK AHLIAN, WANNA BE.

HAHAHAHAHA,. FUNFUN./

AND POST TALKING WITH JAMIE. AHHAHA.

I KICK YOU!!!

XOXO

2007-03-14T18:59:00.000-07:00

there's no one at home.
i'm bored and alone.
stone,that;s what i am.
i shall see what to wear,
to meet jessicalee&&chiashijin.

2007-03-14T05:07:00.000-07:00

way back into love,

POP!
went to watch with the trackers. hahahah,.MUSIC&&LYRICS.SUPER NICE. cause we took the back row so we climb over the chair. haha. everyone was staring at us, but who cares?! hahaha. then that stupid tyanne kept harassing me until she pulled her armrest up. then i think i spoilt it. after awhile she stopped, then she asked me if i wanted to go down the theater cause there was no one, so we went hopping around to the empty row to put our leg up, jac &i kept laughing so loudly until tyanne told us that the people behind were asking each other why we were laughing. hahah. so dumb, then we were clapping to the music and stuff. hahaha., cool eh. i kept shouting at the POP! part. super high you see. you will love it seriously. ahhh. soo nice. ohmygod.i'm so fucking stuck to that song. hahaha. we were late for training cause we took neoprints. ahhaha. steph have them, so i cant upload them. hahaha. we were cam-whoring at mrs field. ahh. then we went to take a cab fto go down to school. ahhaha. so funny please. i was taking retarded pictures with steph, DRACULA TEETH. AHHAHA. TRAINING WAS FUNN. HAHAH. huiping's new name is FLORA. ewww. tyanne was harassing me in the movie. hahha, stupid girl. MANDA;S SUCH A SMALL AND BIMBOTIC ONE.

ps: steph&i saw this really nice pair of purple nike sneakers. ahh. i want.

wonder if my mommy will buy for me.

hopefully:DDD

___________________________________________________________________

way back into love
I’ve been living with a shadow, over head
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on'

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make through without a way back into love
Oh-oh

I’ve been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching
but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I’m open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
and if you’ll help me to start again
you know that I’ll be there for you in the end

xoxo

2007-03-13T17:50:00.000-07:00

hello. i'm currently listening to the phantom of the opera song. it's kinda depressing me when i'm already thinking about something depressing. so yea.
looks like i have to listen to another 100songs before everything on my itunes turn to march. i'm still angry that i have soo lil' songs. ahaha, only 800+++. and i'm saddened by the death of my left ear piece. ahh. pokpokpokpok, that;s how the chicken goes. i'm making myself high.
should i go later? hmm, i'm tempted to, but dont know whether the sexaye mama will allow.okay this song is freaking me out, hahah. okay it;s the soundtrack from pirates. so scarry. maybe i should practice my piano now.
i'm depressed cause i dont have chikching.
diamonds are girls' bestest friend.
shall upload the few photos of sentosa&&stpatsday,
just another day./

2007-03-13T08:36:00.000-07:00

STONE, BORE ME TO DEATH.
STAYED AT HOME, DIDNT EVEN WENT NEAR TO THE DOOR.
MADE A NEW RECORD.
ATE ALOT OF NONSENSE FOOD.
WENT HIGH!

2007-03-11T17:41:00.000-07:00

I'M A LAUGHING AHLIAN.
WORXx.
YESTERDAY, funfun. spent the whole day out. in the morning, my nose was bleeding like siaosiao, everywhere almost had blood, even my hands. urgh, to think about it, sicksick please. jac&i have telepathy. we met each other at the mrt, and the same door somemore. so pro eh?
then we met the rest at clarkequay and we kept talking and waiting for the others to reach., hahah. then that stupid chewy and aline bullied me cause of the bestfriend thang, and it happens to be jac's , not mine. hahah.
after everyone reached we went to the field place. super fun. firsyt we went to change,not in the toilet. hahah. EVERYONE, IJ GIRLS CHANGE WITH STYLE.HAHAH. the secones need to learn the style and not take too long in changing. hahha. every walkathon starts with an exercise. hahha. jessica&i decided to be ENTHU. hahah. we did the dancing thing. BASICS, hahaha and tyanne kept laughing at me and the clapclap thing. we started the walk, with a slow-motion jog. and we played a game with ms mas, hahah. 4km walk seemed so short, maybe with all the fun and songs and nonsense. hahha. were the first few ij girlsto reach there. hahaha. had the balloon hat, and we broke the singapore records thing., cool eh? all you need to do is to dance with the balloon hat with more than 600people, and you break it. hahaha.
went to vivo to eat, played hide-and-seek there too. super funn. went to kovan to play somemore, drag time there until2. went back to cq to watch the dance, painted a snake on my face. cause it was st.patricks' day.hahah. i think i saw ebenezer there, nice playing stpats band. fbties are not short, they are normal. hahah.

SATURDAY, mommy&ayl went to the gym. met then later after theory exam. think it was shit, hope to pass, but i think i'm going to fail:(went to blessed sacrament for mass, hhaha erm. and i forgot what happened.oh, stupid ayl went to buy his two pairs of shoes. hrmph. so unfair.

FRIDAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JLOONG, I LOVE YOU TONS.
THANKS FOR THE NICE TALKS WE HAD. MILLIONS OF THEM. <333333
went to sentosa with the GANJC people.,missed rachael tons. cause she wasnt there:( saw luke and samuel there. hahaha. went from siloso beach to palawan, there we saw trackers. hahah. had a nice talk with jlooong and nadia. hahah. jloong;s beachy bitchy talks. went to everywhere to cam-whore. love them tons and millions. \thanks for making my day.

2007-03-09T17:11:00.000-08:00

everything just passed by like that, no more school for another week. i think i'm feeling so weird. need someone to talk to.
to any random person:i love you<33333
just felt like saying that.:D

2007-03-06T07:03:00.000-08:00

funfun!art was fun,did paper mache. mrs chua; nadia; jloong and i were having a fun time doing finger spa. cool eh, maths! hormones. fucking pissed off with all my results. i think that';s what got me emo. went to united square today.

2007-02-25T07:53:00.000-08:00

i really felt like giving hope for the exams, all those nonsense shit. urgh. 'm going to burn the midnight oil, i hope. i really need to do well.
poolside party!
hahha. reached there with jloong and mommy. everyone was there already. hahaha. and uncle freeman was disgusting me with the nonsense cuttlefish., cause i was asking how come it was red. he said that it was blood. totally disgusting. went out to sportslink to buy the pingpong ball. fuck larh. super expensive shit.$$$4.10 just for 3balls., when outside only sells it for 20cents per ball. hahah. then we were short for 10cents and luckily cheryl was there so we borrowed from her. super embarrassing, please. i found the pink nike shoebag, so i'm fucking going to sportslink even if they cheat my money. ahh. super happy now. yeah. studying shits, pools of them. remembered that i was watching ghost rider now last week. ahhaha. anyway,
IAN &JOSHUA WERE ACTING LIKE RETARDARDS YESTERDAY AT THE PARTY,

FISHY&&BIRDY.

2007-02-24T15:28:00.000-08:00

the biggest joke in the world:
aylwyn swept the pathway and had to clear the dead bird.
hahah, fucking funny shit please.
i mean it's weird that he even sweeps the floor, he was totally spastic today. hahha, with the dead bird possessing him. darn that asshole. sunny kept daoing me the whole day after i ask him to send me the pictures, hahah. he even went for the chingay. GAY, like his brother. for being scared of wearing purple that day. the two beng brothers.
i missed chinese new year, it was exactly one week ago. urgh. we get to play, my cousins came, played all the way. cny the first day, hell fun at marriot. and walking in the painful heels which was 3inch high. super painful, had to climb the escalator cause it wasnt working. finally a cousin outing, at night. cool eh? i love that day the most please. bring it back to me. should have cam-whored more with jac. ahhh.
had general leadership programme on thurs, superb funn. group with the usual1-10 people. ahhh, luckily my legs didnt ache that much. i loved yesterday! training was sweaty and smeellyy(jessica;s description) and i managed to lift the very heavy thang. wish to go for more gym trainings, then i can lose all my fucking fats.
MUGGSHITZX.

2007-02-16T20:39:00.000-08:00

i was supposed to be happy today; but something just so fucked up happened when i reached school. darn it. let's talk but the happy stuff.
had the school concert. hahah. i think that concerts are getting much boring. yay! blue house won for the inter-house thing. i dont know why, but oh wells congrats to us! left for orchard after school. during the way to the mrt, something happened, which i'm so scared that it would happen to me. i'll just cry and scream, i think i'll never be able to face the earth, only after a long long time. went to food republic. met mrs goh and all the primary school teachers. hahah. bought my dress, like finally after trying to look for one. SUPER HAPPY:DDDDDD finally getting to weasr something to marriot. lalala. bored now. waiting to go to my aunt's house. and i';m going to sleep.

2007-02-05T05:18:00.000-08:00

hahha. I WILL FORGET YOU,DEFINITELY. i hope i will.
you're just some kind of depressing soul, who makes me feel really guilty.i just hope that you would not be angry with me.:D and not dao me all the way again.

hahah. i shall not disappoint you anymore, mrs tay. :DDD
i shall be a happy kiddo starting from now. but i was fucking pissed off just nnow.
:D

2007-02-04T21:42:00.000-08:00

MY SUPERB CONDOLENCES TO YOU;
aunty anna & family; and richard's mummey and brothers.

i hope everything would be alright; i was also saddened to hear about that news.oh wells.we have no choice to control such things. just live happily and dont make enemies.

i think i;m going to sleep now.
nights to you, moon.
<3333

2007-02-04T15:59:00.000-08:00

hahah, i missed the days at sydney. everyone says not to spent christmas there cause it's boring. but i want to go there again. all the memories with everyone. i even missed the bad ones to. urgh. i think i'm suffering from depression. someone help/

can you please reply my sms. if not. i'll think that you are angry with me. please?!

2007-02-03T04:30:00.001-08:00

hahah, i know it's cute and awwwww. hahha. i got this from Samantha's post thing.
i'm super confuse];
Boy: I love you more than the air I breath
Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how Ifeel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her that daily.
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem.But he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy.
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know?
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.

2007-02-03T03:41:00.000-08:00

IN HUGE CONFUSION, BY THE CONFUCIOUS.
i really dont know if i did the right thing, superb confused. hahah. okay. i'm super depressed. i feel like going to sleep now, again. haah. it's 645am in the morning. i'm tired. woke up early to do my homework. should have followed jloong; ta; & jac for mass. nowi have to go and cant sleep in. ayei. stupid cat class yesterday, was the gay guy who took our class. history. causins. what kind of funny nonsense. he;s got this constipated voice. and like yeah/ he thought that we didnt know who pope was; noah; abraham; moses were. and the dumbdumb idiot kept asking what page of the bible can you find blah. everyone has a different bible. and he was saying the balls and the egg thing. freaking helll. i didnt see the scary emo girl yesterday. i bet she wore slippers that;s why she left soo fast.
ps: she takes a freaking long time just to wear her shoes. hahah.
:D

2007-02-02T17:42:00.000-08:00

i dont know if i made the right choice,
but i really hope that you would not be angry.
if i regretted making it.
i dont know if it was a one-sided thang, cause
you didnt make it clear to me. please,
if you are ever going to read
tell me clearly?
i'm feeling all not right,
cause of this
i hope you'll help me.

maybe we could know each other much more,
or if fate allows
let us meet each other accidentally?
though, you made an exception for me.

maybe i was just scared,
i just felt it was weird.
that doesnt mean that we cant be together,
we could, maybe,
just some day.

maybe it would just my thought about
being together,
i wish to.
but.

there's always about a BUT.
i just really cant explain my feelings
of being confused at the heart.

i would like to make my feelings true

2007-02-02T06:06:00.000-08:00

my fringe is screwed like shit, so i have to pin it up until it grows longerD;
fuck. fuck. fuck. i cant find my pink pencil, so i cant do my theory homework; and i have to wake up early tomorrow, at 6 again, maybe i'll change my lesson after aylwyn comes back from new zealand. ahhh. he called today. screw. HAIRDRESSER!

i think my feelings for you are growing even much more,
but i cant do much, if
the thang is going to be one-sided.

i miss you<333

2007-02-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

LALALAL, CATCH THAT BIG BEETLE.
i finished all my homework for tomorrow, that means super happy:DDDDD i hope it's going to be a good day; andto think about, i dont even really feel like having PE. I dont know larh. my chins are aching like siao. and my state of mind is currently super confused.
:

2007-02-01T02:28:00.000-08:00

missed everything of last year. had a good talk with jloong bout stuff and we studied, but it didnt really worked out right. <333 everything is so screwed this year, wished nothing of these have actually happened. hahah. i'm yet so happy in school, talk rubbish which i will always win, when with rachael.like DURH. hahaha,
_______________
rachael clarissa lopez :DDDDDDDD
dont you agree?! yesyes.
going to come back later,
history:/

2007-01-31T06:09:00.000-08:00

I'M SUPER HAPPY:DDDDD
and sadDDDDDDDD:
i've got swollen legs.
good thing bad thing?

2007-01-30T07:53:00.000-08:00

I HATE YOU, FUCKER.
JUST GET LOST, OFF MY BACK.
DONT WANT TO EVEN SEE YOU.

2007-01-30T07:44:00.000-08:00

did you not like me?
of all that i have done for you?
yet you didnt appreciate it.
it really hurt my heart right through.
i thought we could be together.
you didnt console me when i was down,
nor went with my mood while i was high,
you just never did anything right ; but
everything that was wrong,
YOU DONT NEED THE LOVE FROM ME.

2007-01-30T07:34:00.000-08:00

i'm happy, yet sad, yet fucked up, yet depressed, yet, confused, yet just like a piece of shit. :

2007-01-29T06:39:00.000-08:00

CHEER UP, EBENEZER,

your fooot's gonna be fine:DDDD

hahaha. TADA!. this is going to be my new blog. i think the layout looks nice. school today. boring, boring, boring. ahaha. i'm so proud of myself. ahhh. i manage to survive with soyabean; milo; garlic bread; & a slice of watermelon;; hahaha. yay! that's my recess cum lunch cum dinner. I DOTN CARE IF YOU THINK I'M EATING ALOT. CAUSE THAT'S AND INSULT THAT I AM FAT, EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I AM. stop laughing.
started with maths today- mrs wong was so funny. she was doing the tall short thing. so cute larh, 2periodses. eng- stoopid rachael and cheryl kept laughing like a siaodingdong today, which pissed me off cause their laughter was soo loud. and they kept readingt he compre passage out loud, hahaha. and nadia only managed to read one sengtence of the story, all thanks to them:D
cheena- hahaha. stoopid whopid tingxie. i got like 7/15 or something and laoshi didnt allow me to continue my zhaoju. hahah. then she told us that she had a DAUGHTER. everybody plays the TETETEHHH. hahaha. super shocking please. recess. science- hahaha. as usual we, the six people, are always the latest to get to class, like DURH. we had science test, chemical formulaes, LIKE PUH-LEASE, SPARE ME?! and we only had six minutes. hahaha.
be like a weighing machine and balance, balance.
PASTORAL CARE- FUNNY BUNNY. OMG. TRY HAVING MR ARMSTRONG, AHHH. SO FUN. WE ALL SUSPECT THAT HIS CHEENA NAME IS LU3rd CHA3rd . had some funny comm training thing and had training. pfft, super tired now. going to sleep/

XOXO

2007-01-27T10:28:00.000-08:00

life's kinda screwed;/